Super Spade & Incredibly Hip

Anonymous asked: i have nothing against u but just thought u should know that i really had my eyes on u until i found out u were gay. i'm a girl of course hahah. after finding that out i realized that u had eyes for someone else at school and i thought it was sweet. can u share how u currently feel about that person and why u found them attractive? looks n personality wise. i'm pretty sure i know who it is, but to keep it clean and not mention names, im referring to the dancer.

Well first I have to say thanks I guess haha! And to sum it up as best I can… I’ve felt deeply about this person for quite some time now, in fact since the time I first saw him back in grade 10! I don’t know what it was but I was immediately drawn to his charm, intelligence and charisma. Our personalities co-operate so well together and it’s a shame we were never closer because I think we could have had a vast friendship at least! I’ve never felt this strongly about an individual and frankly I find these emotions are too strong to ignore.

Anonymous asked: r there any ppl your going to miss the most seeing in the halls everyday? i wish your friends helped u out with trying to find someone in school to be with. it would have been nice seeing u happy with someone for ur last year.

There’s a few I’m going to miss for sure, just those friendly faces I got to see everyday and have fun conversations with. I understand where you’re coming from on wishing I had found someone to share happiness with but honestly as much as I would have liked to share that with a specific someone I was quite content with my relationship status. I’m a very patient person and I know I’ll be with someone who loves me for who I am soon enough :)

Anonymous asked: how was your last day of high school!? any regrets at all or missed opportunities? and its good to hear you have been out for a year and are very happy.

My last day was exciting yet sad at the same time. It didn’t really hit me until I was driving away from the school that I’m actually going to miss the routine and the socializing! But other than that it was a good last day. I only have two regrets for the entire width of my high school career, not trying harder in my studies and not joining dance or drama. But we can’t change the past so lets make the most of the future :)

Anonymous asked: what honestly happened between you and steve?

Steve and I didn’t work out because he wasn’t the guy for me and I wasn’t the guy for him. We came to an agreement and I don’t think little of him at all.

Anonymous asked: its good to hear life is going good for you. hows school , do you know where your heading after high school? hows yourlove life, have you found that special someone or crushing on anyone?

I have a few ideas I’ve been thinking about of what I would like to do. Still not 100% sure on what yet though. And yeah I’ve been crushing on someone for about 3 years now lol

If only you knew how much I care about you. I don’t have many regrets but if I had to list one it would be not getting to know you better over the past 3 years. I’ve never felt this way and although you most likely don’t know about my feelings, I just want you to know how much you mean to me. I feel alive around you and all I’m asking, is for you to take a chance with me…

It’s been some time since my last my post, I just felt I needed to express myself in a direct way. I’m at a point in my life where I have paved the path I would like to take. Now all I need is to tie my shoes and take my first few steps into adulthood. I’m overjoyed to be joining the quest in search for a well lived and successful life. My positivity and productiveness are increasing and I constantly look forward to each new day! This is my time, and I’m using action to cure fear and build my confidence.